Pyotr Tchaikovsky said his Fourth Symphony was about fate, and even used a "fate motif" - a recurring musical representation of a central programmatic idea - as an autobiographical statement. The topic was deeply personal, as he considered homosexuality his destiny.
In correspondence with his patroness, Tchaikovsky wrote in code about his struggle with his "condition," calling it his "fate, the fatal power which prevents one from attaining the goal of happiness."
This intensity of internal conflict represented in the music elevated his fourth symphony from his first three and created a model for his next two. Tchaikovsky's torment and his longing to find happiness were resonantly brought to life in a searing, tender, and ultimately triumphant performance by the Quad City Symphony Orchestra and Musical Director and Conductor Mark Russell Smith on April 13 at the Adler Theatre.